Wednesday, November 10, 2004
 
6:33 AM
6:33 AM...5 Days in a row.
6:33 AM...two minutes before my alarm goes off.
I roll over and it stares at me...6:33.

"Seek first the Kingdom of God..."

6:33..."Seek first"...my first echoing thought 5 Days in a row.

God are you speaking to me?  Is this just chance?  It feels like you're speaking to me.

This morning...6:34 AM..."Don't worry about tomorrow.  Each day has enough trouble."

God, I am seeking...but I feel like I'm looking for the very fog I'm walking in.  It's all around me.  It is the air I breathe.  It obscures and filters everything I see.  It's so thick it dulls my hearing.  Even when I exhale, when I speak,  it is visible in the cold air of this world.  But I can't grasp it, can't touch it, can't make it tangible.

So here is my life.  I will keep seeking.  Not worrying about tomorrow, today I will look for You.


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